Tears hot burning poise on the brink of my nose
cascading like steaming ice sheets down my face
hate, love laced
curtains of fear and uncertainty and aloneness
down my face in waves
and waterfalls of full, flowing, powerful passionate something cling to my heart
holding tight as it flows down
seeping in and soaking through and cleaning out
and pulling down
to put up a new, beautiful, whole one.
Light and white and colour fill the world
as clouds take shape and trees leaves
and little bugs appear on blades of grass and weave
beautifully on hair-fracture feet.
Lady bug whizzes round drunkenly
silly beautiful thing.

Water sparkles and shade materialises flanked by fanning palm fronds

Heart feels new and whole but roots shivver
nervously and dither
colours swirl
eyes close
heart opens